What Twiggy sees.
"I fear having to sleep. People will think I'm crazy but it's true. The thought of closing my eyes made me shake.
Not many people understand and after I tell you most likely still wil not.
When i close my eyes I see terror and monsters.
I closed my eyes and saw a a woman being beaten, covered in blood and then I see the monster who did it to her. Scary and mean. He is the type that will torture and kill you slowly and painfully.
I don't know why I see these things and I don't know what to do.
I have told nobody not even my best friend Marilyn. He wouldn't understand.
He would think i'm nuts.
I don't know where to turn I tried EVERYTHING. Music, reading, movies, happy thoughts NOTHING worked.
I'm sure people think it's so easy to deal with. Well it isn't.
today I closed my eyes and saw the worst thing ever. Nothing could be worst. It was so real. I heard the sound, In saw the picture it wouldn't stop.
I watched a little boy being torture and raped. Watching it over and over and over again. It wouldn't stop.
I cried for hours. Marilyn called over 10 times each time seeming more worried. he should have been.
All I could see was the little boy, he looked like me. He was the cutest with his hair right to his shoulders(the way my mom always hated it.)
He was scared, crying. The guy grabbed him and throw him face down on the dirty floor. Painfully ramming himself into the little boy, the boy yelled, cried begging to having him stop. He would do anything to make him stop.
Finally the man stopped but the pain hadn't. He started calling this boy names to mean to say.
When he was done he throw this boy out.
The boy got the cops but the man was never found."
I layed crying but then I realisted some thing.
That was me, This all happened to me.
I couldn't take this any more.
I grabbed a knife and cut my wrist.
I cried out as I died slowly.
