Why Can't I See What He Does?
Chapter 13
Kevin’s POV
I did this to her. It was me. I’m the reason she’s back here in this bed. I’m the reason why I can’t look her in those beautiful blue eyes and tell her I’m sorry. I moved over to Alana’s bed, and sat down next her. I gently grabbed her hand, which once again was punchered by an I.V. I sighed and rested my head close to hers.
“Alana,” I whispered, “I’m sorry. Please wake up, I’m so sorry. I don’t care if you like Joe, or if you like me. I never should have treated you the way I did, especially when you’re in such a fragile condition,” I finished tearing up slightly. I sniffled then gently wiped some hair away from her face, and to my surprise she woke up.
Alana’s POV
I slowly started to come to when I could hear someone talking to me. It was Kevin, and it sounded like he was apologizing. I decided to keep my eyes closed until he was done. I wanted to hear what he had to say. “…I’m so sorry. I don’t care if you like Joe or if you like me…” How could he possibly think that I like Joe? Ok, so we accidently fell asleep. Kevin, it’s you who I like, not your brother. It’s you who I want to be with. It’s you who I am falling for. Oh no. I finally admitted it. I am falling for Kevin Jonas.
Finally he was finished and I could have sworn he was crying, so I decided this was the time to speak up.
“Kevin,” I whispered softly (mostly because I couldn’t get my voice to come out any louder). “Alana!” he exclaimed excitedly, “you’re awake! I’m sorry, so sorry. Please forgive me. I didn’t mean anything…”
“Kevin!” I tried to get out as loud as I could, “I need to tell you something,” I gently squeezed his hand with mine. As soon as I told him, he developed a worried look on his face.
“You like Joe don’t you?” he asked me in one of the saddest voices I’ve ever heard. I shook my head, “No, no, no. That’s the exact opposite of what I was going to say,” I took a deep breath. Here it goes, “Kevin…I’ve developed deep feelings for you, and well…I think I’m starting to fall for you,” as I finished I looked away from him. I can’t believe I just told him that. He probably thinks I’m a psycho or something now. Good job, Alana.
While I was mentally kicking myself, Kevin reached down placing his hand on my cheek. As I looked up to see what he was doing his sweet lips softly landed upon mine and we shared a passionate yet gentle kiss. Once we broke away from one another Kevin whispered against my lips, “I love you, Alana.”
I leaned back a little to look him in the eyes. He wasn’t lying to me, like people have before. I see the truth and love in his eyes. He truly loves me. We looked into each other’s eyes until I slowly leaned in to him again and gave me another loving kiss.
